It seems like things have gotten a little better for me... I feel a bit better with everything, not like my negative feelings are completely gone.
Erm... Wait. I started this wrong.
Okay, hello everyone. If you're reading this than gee, I'm really surprised. After taking up a new identity (kinda) on the Internet when I migrated from site to site, life really kinda changed for me. It felt like my feelings were much more important in my decision making, and my well-being. Growing up a bit more, feels like you're becoming more self-aware.
I've recently took the time to organize my messages and such. While looking through, I slightly remembered the me from the range of a year to three years ago. It's weird. I do want to bond with the past a bit, maybe bring back some memories to make me feel better about myself. But there's the other side of my mind that says, "they probably don't remember you anymore" and "if they do, you probably won't have as much fun as when you were younger".
Not that it matters now, really, half of you won't even have a clue as to what I'm saying. I guess by showing some care in dA for once I received a feeling of nostalgia. I guess that's what some sites do.
At this point I'm rambling. I don't know what else to write, because I really don't know what [you people] want to hear from me, if you want to hear anything.
I'll think of something else to say later,
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